Living

I'm usually quite content just sitting peacefully in my room without a place to be or things to do. But tonight, I remember what it was like to have "fun." Andie and I decided to attend the Bruin Ball hosted by GOC. We were reluctant to go since it was GOC, but it turned out to be quite fun. Rus and Aqsa went as well. By the time we got there, it was 10ish, but time flew back. By the time we left, it was almost 2am. Of course I was tired, but I didn't realize it until the event was over. Between screaming and cheering for the sophmore class and playing ice hockey, the excitement made me feel like I could go on forever. It's been awhile since I was social. For the longest time, I have had a selected few close friends, and I was content with that. I actually prefer it this way. But I forgot what it was like to scream your lungs out with a hundred other people. I forgot was it was to chat and mingle with others, even though you've never seen them before. I forgot how exhilarating playing a competitive sport with others can be. I didn't know I missed it until tonight. I always believed that my body was too lazy to move, but perhaps I've been holding back. It's late, so I'll end this entry with a couple adjectives that are running through my head right now: liberating, exciting, fun, overjoyed, living.